September 11th

I will never forget September 11th. How my life changed along with the lives of every person I know. I will never forget where I was, what I was doing, and the helpless feeling that till this day makes the hair on the back of my neck stand up. I remember standing outside and seeing snowflakes in the air and not really comprehending what I was seeing. I remember how my husband who had worked a midnight shift called to tell me what I already knew, that the towers had been hit, had fallen, and that he had to report back to work. How scared I was that something might happen to him. How scared he was that something might happen to me. The fear of not being able to get in touch with loved ones and friends.

And I remember the powerlessness.

For the next month my husband and I worked opposite shifts. Our only contact was by cellphone.

I remember the families, the grief, the sadness.....

But I also remember the resolve, the feeling of community, and all the great wonderful people I met from all over the world who came to New York to help, to share the burden.

I promised myself that day that I would spend the rest of my life never taking anything for granted. Each day I strive to be a better person. I live for the moment because I know that every moment is precious.

I let my friends and family know how much I love them.

When I look back on that day, I see it for the first time all over again and I remember.

I am grateful to all who sacrificed so that we could enjoy today, tomorrow, and each day after.

Remember to live life to the fullest with no regrets and to tell your loved ones you love them every chance you get:)