Things I should be doing

Tonight as I sit here contemplating being a mom I am experiencing so many different emotions. A part of me is overwhelmed with what needs to be done. I am also thinking about how much my life will change, how much it will change my marriage, and my family. Once a couple then a family all with one phone call. For most of my life I have dreamed of this but never thought I would be as close as I am to realizing it as I am now. I dream nightly of our little one. I want to be the best mom possible. I want our child to have what I did not, to experience happiness always, to know that no matter what I am there. I know there are things that I should be doing...but for now... I just want to think about...how...complete my life will be...with just one phone call.